Endless

Take me to the end
Filled with eternal love
Where no mistakes can be made
Where everything is endless

Breath taking views
Clear blue skies
To match those beautiful eyes
Where peace is all around
And no pain can be found
A place like this is priceless

But my time has not come
My end not in sight
Though yours have already arrived
Oh so suddenly
And just too soon
Our lives right now is meaningless

All we can do is prey and grief
May your soul rest in peace
Too arrive at this sanctuary
And till my day arrives
I’ll join you in this endless

A Tribute to Heath Ledger, for you have gone too soon, too suddenly and unfairly

"I don't want to say goodbye/Let the stars shine through/I don't want to say goodbye/All I wan't is to live with you"

Static

Allowing you in my comfort zone
I’m beginning to call you friend
Your concern
Your care
Your sincerity I felt
And I can’t help but let you in
But this static signal I’m receiving
I can’t quite make out
Am I reading you correctly or am I just foolishly naive
At a time when I carve for love
For care
For a partner
I can’t help but wonder
And this feeling a the pit of my soul
So warm
So soft
So inviting
Like a mother’s arms
But as this feeling grows
The lights get weaker
And I enter deeper, deeper into the unknown
Shrouded by uncertainty
Filled with confusion
And at the back of my head I can’t help but worry
That reality would just slap me in the face and it’ll all be just a dream
A fantasy
A world I’ve created
Of this static signal you gave me.

Writings in the Sand (post-production)

“Don’t
Ask me to stay
I’m moving on, and I can’t slow down
Don’t
Expect me to wait
I’ve done too much of that, among other things”

Were the last words I said before I left
So I’m packing my bags and I’m taking the car
As the last of my tears flow down my face
And I don’t wanna see you in my rearview mirror

Cause like writings in the sand, as the tide comes in
And like my tears in the rain, they get lost…

So don’t expect me to cry
That has already been done
Don’t think I’ll turn back
I’ve come too far to do that now
So understand, understand when I say goodbye
I mean it, goodbye…

Fifteen short years later I see you at the corner street
I stopped dead in my tracks, as my heart skipped a beat
All the old feelings came flowing back, oh what a rush
Your eyes lock on to mine as you cross the street
What to say, what to feel, what to do, I guess it’s too late now

You said “hi, how are you, you look good”
As I smile back and ask you how you’ve been
Fifteen years have aged you quite a bit, I said
As you smile back and say “fifteen years on,
And you still look like the day I fell in love with you….”

And no
I won’t ask you to stay
I know you’ve moved on and so have I
But no
I’ve not stopped waiting for you and I never will
Like I’ve never stopped loving you…

But don’t expect me to cry
That has already been done
Don’t think I’ll turn back
I’ve come too far to do that now
So understand, understand when I say goodbye
Though I hate it, I mean it, goodbye…

And as you turned and walked away my tears start flowing down


Cause like writings in the sand, after the tide came in
Just like the past it gets washed away
And we get to write something new

Enchanted (post-production)

A fairytale ending everyone knows and love….
Don’t we once hope it could happen to us too?
But as we grew older, we get so much colder
And we settle for second best.
Hurt and bruised by reality
We get cold with responsibilities
And we tell ourselves that dreams don’t come true
But deep down inside we still have the desire
A voice shouting out just waiting to be heard

365 (post-production)

A year full of special days and everyone has a one they love
Like Christmas and your big 21, the day you made a vow
And on that day we celebrate like nothin’ else really matters
The sky would fall and roll of our backs like water down a river

So celebrate everyday as if you’re 21
Love your spouse like the day you did when you exchanged your vows
Go to sleep every night as if it’s Christmas Eve
And wake up just as delighted like on the morn of Christmas Day

Everything Happens

Everything happens for a reason
Everything’s gonna be just fine
You say you’ve heard it all before
You’ve heard it a million times
But I’m telling you now it’s true
That time it heals all wounds
Though I won't tell you to be alright
Cause I can't keep lying to you
But realize it’s not worth your time
That any second spent unhappy is wasted
So cherish your life

Merry Eve of Christmas

Merry eve of Christmas day
We’re all excited and so gay
So close to the festive hour
We share with love ones beside ours
To partake in turkey and ham
With shepherds pies and bubbly champagne
But if you’re alone at the stroke of midnight
And you feel so lonesome all by yourself
Just know no matter who you are, no matter where
I’d hope you can allow me in your heart
And let me be there with you
Cause no one is to be alone
On the eve of Christmas Day

Comfortable

I ask myself who am I
Somehow I don’t know
Of who I am, what I like
Can’t seem to take control

But than I thought, it hit me
Cause maybe I do know
That I’m just terrified
Scared of the unknown

Scared to even let me know

I tell myself who I am
I guess it makes me feel safe
And time pass, I accept my fate
I make it who I am

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

You’re around people, who feel comfortable
They know who they are
You want to follow, take example
But than it hit you like a car
It’s not that simple, allowing people
To read about your life
Like an open book in the library
It scares the shit out of my mind

I don’t want to be like this
Suffocating, I’m losing air
Now I know what it’s like to really feel scared
I live in a world where my life’s pre-destined
Carved in stone, there’s just no chance
The life I want is not in there

I fear off what people would think
‘Bout the fact that I’m not like them
Not as much as something else
Rejection, being alone
But most of all, my biggest fear
Even something I am
Is not enough, that I suck
At things that I want to be

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

But most of all, in the end
What I think I want
A shoulder, an ear, to cry, to hear
Someone to be near
Someone I can pour my heart out
More than just a friend
A secret book, a close kin
Something better yet
To love and be loved
For who I am, no matter what it is
To live happily ever after
No matter how cliché it is

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

Just waiting for someone
To see through the fog
And get right to me.

Roaring Towers

More than half a decade past
It seems like just yesterday the world got scarred
Roaring towers heard across the seas
Painful cries brought millions to their knees

Love was lost at the blink of an eye
Down with the ashes that falls from the sky
Fathers who will never know his kids
Mothers who attend her children’s wake

All for the sake of a burning hate
of someone’s desire to retaliate
Sacrificing the innocence and the innocent
Punishing people for someone else’s mistakes

And so we often forget this day
The pain that people were put through
Now hate and politics have took over
Back when we were fighting for the truth

Destiny

Soulless to be,
Life’s pre-destined,
Get married at 26, have kids before 30,
9 to 5, Monday to Friday
Wake up,
Eat,
Work,
Eat,
Work,
Come home,
Eat,
Sleep.
My pre-destined life,
Wait,
I have no life,
I have a routine,
My pre-destined routine.